5 Weeks Up in this Bitch
One of the few things I remember vividly about my last pregnancy was the utterly slow, creeping hands of time in the 1st Trimester. It seems like it takes FORREEVVERR to be over. It's the most scary (for me) and it just drags ass. One thing I said I'd be sure to do differently is enjoy the time. Each day is a present, a new experience and you diminish the experience by rushing through and counting the hours. I choose to not judge this pregnancy by viability milestons, mellow out and let myself experience each mood, symptom and issue pregnancy presents. That being said, it's time for a survey. I stole this off a lady's blog I followed when I was pregnant with Elijah.
How Far Along: 5 weeks
Total Weight Gain: 2 lbs. Damn burritos.
Maternity Clothes: No, though it might take some of the pressure off my bloated ass stomach. I repeat, Damn burritos.
Stretch Marks: No sir!
Sleep: Aah, the dreaded pregnancy insomnia. I really don't get it, any given day I am struggling to finish my normal tasks and get into the bed but the minute I do I sit there looking DEER. I'm going to sleep around 5am and waking up every hour or so until about 930. After that it's hard to drift back off. I said hard, not impossible.
Best Moment Of The Week: Watching the lines on my pregnancy tests get darker and darker. I'm a lot more comfortable with preserved urine than I imagined.
Miss Anything: Caffeine! So...so so so bad. I Miss Dr. Pepper most of all. I cheated and got a Black Cherry Slush from Taco Bell (Damn You Burritos!!!) earlier. I didn't realize it was Mountain Dew until I started drinking it. I had 4 sips. It's in the freezer. I figure if I ration it over the next few days it shouldn't hurt. I feel like I explained that like a crackhead. Don't judge me with your judgey eyes.
Movement: No sir
Food Cravings: Burritos. Obviously. Beans, Meat, BBC sauce.
Anything Making You Sick or Queasy: I have to eat every 2-4 hrs or nausea. The smell of cooking meat has not been kind to me.
Gender: I'm sure it has one
Labor signs: Thank the Lord, none.
Symptoms: My nipps are always hard. They are very excited about something and choosing to not keep it a secret. Queasiness and Nausea, Insomnia, Exhaustion. I also have random uterus cramps. They don't hurt or anything, just a friendly reminder from my uterus that she's not pleased about this whole "growing" thing. I told ya, she's selfish.
Happy or Moody: Both. At the same Damn time.
Looking forward to: Week 6! Kenny is back tomorrow!